This is gonna hurt, heart.

Today, for the smallest, almost inconcievable moment- almost unnoticeable to most humans and the naked eye, ear, nose, mouth, caress, and intake of breath, I wished that I had never met you.

For the tiniest of moments, somewhat considered insignificant as it hardly uttered the sound of you, I wished away something that already had been.

It's incredible how much growing up I have left to do, regardless of how small that pinprick of flickering thought was and how much it begged me to hate every millimeter of what I have come to know of you.